Verse 2: Conversations With Myself
Looking At Me
(February 5, 1989, 11:40–2:30 a.m.)
Looking at my own mistakes… where have I been selfish?
In relationships and selfishly seeking my own personal goal and not allowing myself to receive. I promised God I would never treat anyone as I had been treated. Therefore, I give all I have and cripple people to a point of dependency. That is my biggest sin. I have been self-seeking in the name of helping others. I just don’t understand why.
People I have hurt by my conduct: My love—not sharing the real me
My sister—not being honest with the fact that I never really liked her ways. attitude
I am willing to straighten out the past. I can’t with my sister—the person I see is too sick to hear the truth from me.